How can i let it out?

i miss my x but we broke up becuase i cant go a month without her touching my face or kissing her she lives like 10 blocks from me but shes never home and always out with her friends she has way to much stuff on her hands and had no time for me if i kept the relationship id be depressed and sad so i let it go but i cant go without her im trying to go to her school more and see her at the ice rink shes a figure skater and id always go to watch her skate id skate with her but i have a HUGE fear of blades so how can i show her i still love her i do alot but i dont think she believes me so i need help to prove it to her and win her back shes my first love and i will do anything for her please help me so i wnt have to live with this heartache and regret